… were biopsied today.
Out of the initial 6, 2 made it to early blast and then stopped; 2 didn’t even make it to early blast; 2 made it to blast, were biopsied, and vitrified (frozen). Out of the 2 that were biopsied, 1 was at a 2/3 stage and 1 was at a 4BB stage
Out of the later 3 ICSI’d on day 2, none of them made it. All of them stopped growing.
Yesterday, I didn’t think any were going to make it. So I should be happy today. But, I am far from it! Why am I not happy? What is wrong with me!?!
I haven’t completely failed at the best lab. $20K is not completely down the drain. 2 blasts for $20K. $10K a piece. Not bad! But then, I will know for sure in 4-6 weeks when the micro-array results come in.
I am still pissed off abt the crappy blast rate. But I need to get over it. I promise I will get over it. I have to! I left a message asking for a Doc consult. Still haven’t heard back from the nurse. All this calling-and-leaving-messages is getting irritating!
THANKS for all your comments and support over the last week! They really helped! I needed them. I really needed them!