Touch wood! Beta#2 is in

I went in for my repeat beta today and it was 1318 today (11dp5dt). A doubling time of 37 hours or an increase of 145%. They like to see an increase of at least 66%. Looks like we have passed step 1 too. Horray! Thanks for all your comments and blessings! DH and I are [...]

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And my beta is …

536!!! I am in awe! I am in disbelief. Here I am praying that I get a number above 100 and what an awesome surprise. I just got the call. Today is 9dp5dt or 14dpo. The CCRM nurse said that they like to see the number above 50. So they are very happy too. She [...]

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So…

My nurse called. She said I could just go ahead and POAS now. She didn’t think it would make a huge difference between today’s morning’s pee and right now for a home test… especially given that my beta is tomorrow. She wasn’t comfortable with me using today morning’s pee though. And I didn’t ask why. [...]

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New level of insanity

The wait is killing me! I have never been this crazy before. And my outlet to my anxiety…. Dr.Google, of course! Looked again at the SART report on CCRM. It is sad that they don’t split the CCS normal cycles from the non-tested cycles. Of course, the latest year they had on file was 2007 [...]

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7dp5dt & POAS thoughts

Many of you asked if and when I would POAS. Yesterday morning I woke up and had the slightest thought of doing the deed. But then, DH is not here, and the thought of possibly seeing a stark white window without him being here to support me is crazy! So no POAS yesterday. And no [...]

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Pressure & 5dp5dt

So let’s see… I had a breakdown last night. As I was laying in bed waiting for the Prometrium to absorb, I managed to get myself into a downward spiral. The pressure is too much. Way too many people are praying for me – a lovely couple IRL, my parents, my sister, a wonderful set [...]

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