It is over

Took an HPT today morning. Its over. A stark white window with nothing but 1 line.
No tears. No crying. Went back to bed. Told DH “This cycle failed”. He said “OK”. He was deep in his sleep. I don’t even know if he heard me. I just lay around in his arms for a half [...]

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10dp3dt…Scared!!

I could pretty much point you to this post to tell you how I feel right now. I wrote that when I was 9dp3dt of IVF#2-FET. Funny how nothing changes. Funny how those feelings just keep coming back. To add to that, I am now…
Scared that even if I see the two lines on a [...]

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5dp3dt, Denial

By now I hope that at least one of the embies are burrowing in for the long-haul. I have had some occasional twitches and cramps, but nothing substantial and nothing that can’t be connected to the PIO. Since I don’t know any better, I would say things are relatively quiet. The only thing that I [...]

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4dp3dt, Cryo report

Out of the 6 embies that I had for this cycle, we transferred 3. The other 3, that were at the 3-4 cell stage on day3, were put in a culture to grow them out to a blast stage. And the result… none of them made it! Just got the call abt it. I am [...]

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48 hrs

Let’s talk PIO for a while here… shall we? Even after giving myself PIO shots for 8 wks straight during my last IVF (in Nov/Dec/Jan timeframe), my… um… behind forgot how much it hurt! Eeekkkk. And oh…. not to mention the lumps. Pure fun. And this time around I was amazed at how quick my [...]

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They are home…

The transfer went smooth. My fav RE did the transfer which is always a plus. So just like I mentioned before, we transferred 3 6-celled beauties w/ assisted hatching that were graded a 2.5. And they had minimal fragmentation — not like what I had mentioned in my earlier post.
Hubs and I sat down with [...]

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