Scared that it is 10dp3dt and I don’t feel anything
Scared that the cramps that I felt on Saturday (5dp3dt) might not have been due to implantation
Scared to take an HPT
Scared that even if I POAS, I might see a stark white window with just the control line
Scared that I am losing even the little hope that I had on this cycle
Scared of the phone call that I will receive on the afternoon of the beta
Scared that this cycle might end up a bust
Scared that I might have lost my only chance to be PG in 2008
Uh…. IF sucks!
thinking about you….when do you test for sure? tomorrow?
**hugs**
IF does suck – you are stronger than me – I would have peed on at least 20 sticks by now – I admire your willpower. I am so keeping my fingers crossed for you!
Keeping everything crossed for you…..
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